No matter how much you think you are prepared to let a loved one go, it still hits you like a ton of bricks and your heart breaks in to a million pieces... I feel....overwhelming sadness....over losing you, a ne....you truly gave a "grandmom's love" .. never a harsh word or raised voice, only loving praise; shielded me when the parents were coming with a feather duster, gave me money when noone was looking, made the best slightly raw fried eggs.. i so fondly remember our trips to logan circle so i could take dips in the fountain and walks around independence hall.. you even helped watch over tyler.. You were so sad when dad passed away. I was heart broken from losing him but also heartbroken over watching you cry over him for months and months after he passed.. but now i can only hope he's there to guide you and you guys are once again reunited..